Energy of negativity, a blind spot, or an area of darkness caused by a well-established habit pattern which is expressed first in the etheric, and works out into the physical appearance several days later. Recognition and release of energy blocks is necessary, since they prevent knowledge and experience of love and love's expression outwardly in service to humanity.
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Attitudes, feelings, thoughts, pet peeves.
Fear of inadequacy, you don't have a starting point. Take responsibility.
later on, eventually:
The consciousness, as a result of its own aspiration, pierces the barrier of the mental body
as he begins to experience an identified focus which is not separative in nature.